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 Poems I made or something like that So, like the title says, these are some poems I made, some of them are very personal, but I thought I shouldn't keep them for myself. 1. Choices - Spoiler: show
- Life is all about making choices,
but the choices that you make,
opens a door to a path leading towards your future.
These choices can be different,
different in toughness,
different in meaning,
different in importance,
but these differences are made with the choices we make or get.
People can make us hesitate,
some try to take the path you made away from you,
trying to make your choices,
some think they help you,
but they end making a choice you should have made.
Never leave yourself open to darkness ,
which can blind you along your way,
Never make a rush decision,
every decision has its uses,
even the small ones lead up to making your path go forward.
The choice that we make,
is the one we know is right for our self,
no matter what people say,
the final decision is always made by oneself.
To end this,
A choice is important, no matter what choice it is,
think about the choice you are making,
think about the good and the bad,
and when you finally made your choice,
never regret it,
or you will end up standing still on your path.
2.Darkness - Spoiler: show
- Darkness is a place we would like to avoid,
it is the place we find ourselves in,
when we are in pain and misery.
When we feel pain and misery,
we find ourselves surrounded by darkness,
it tries to consume us,
because all we see is the negativity this world has to offer.
We can't be blamed,
there is much negativity,
when we experience pain and misery,
we close our eyes to the light,
and let ourselves be guided by darkness.
Closing our eyes to the light,
shutting ourselves in the darkness,
is what we shouldn't do,
we should never lose the light we have,
even when darkness almost engulfed it.
This darkness can be overcome,
by going toward this light,
by making the light stronger.
And when you feel this darkness is strong,
when you think you are about to lose your light,
remember that you are never alone,
friends can help you,
to make your light stronger.
So never close your eyes for the light friend can offer you,
and never let darkness rule over your life,
there is always this tiny spark of light,
which will overcome the darkness.
3. You Broke Me - Spoiler: show
- You broke my heart,
even though you said it was hard,
I don't quite believe,
because you were so relieved.
When you left,
I was upset,
I was sad,
I was everything I didn't want to be,
You threw me into that dark hole.
I spent months trying to crawl out,
but hey,
I managed.
My light are still out,
but you don't care,
you moved on so easily,
it's like I wasn't even worth your love.
You broke me,
but you didn't see,
when I almost died inside,
you threw everything away.
I never want to see you again,
you're a disease,
which almost killed me,
go find someone else to cry on,
we're done.
Don't forget,
you lost something along your way,
a love which you'll never find,
a love you'll never see,
a love you'll never catch again.
4. Love - Spoiler: show
- You know the strangest thing about love is,
it will never let you go,
you'll always want love,
it's a feeling you get,
a feeling that's a part of you,
when loves not around,
we feel hopeless,
empty,
incomplete,
but we have no way of feeling otherwise,
only drowning this feeling for a little while,
but it always comes back,
you can't get rid of it,
and when you found love,
when you feel complete,
you enter a whole new world,
a world where you can truly depend on your love,
to help you in dark times,
to help you accomplish things,
but when this loved one doesn't seem to be the one,
when she leaves you for another,
we just stand there,
feeling sorry for ourselves,
drowning in a hole of darkness,
our heart ripped out,
and fed to the dark hounds,
but there will never be love without pain,
in the end we always find this one and only love,
this love always is,
and will be,
different from all the love you already experienced,
with this true love,
you enter paradise,
and you can live a life,
without regrets,
without despair,
without wavering of your path,
because this true love will always comfort you,
and keep you on the path,
this path is large,
it's the path which has been made by bringing your path
and your loved one path together,
a path so strong,
it stays unbroken in hard times,
because this path leads you and your loved one to a future,
a bright future,
to the good,
to the perfect,
and that is the love you will have in the end,
a love which will make you feel in paradise.
5. Living - Spoiler: show
- Living,
the thing that we do all the time,
most of the time without realizing it.
We live a day,
most of the time,
this day is routine,
but sometimes we make it special,
for someone or something,
a day we cherish in our hearts and memories.
Living can also be tough,
when we're down,
when we want to stop it.
It's difficult living,
when you don't see a reason to live,
but then again,
it's our most precious memories,
that give us hope to live.
Life can be a bitch,
and life can be paradise,
but how you live is decided,
by your actions,
interactions with others,
and your visions.
Your actions decide,
how you proceed through a day,
how others want to depend on you.
Your interactions with others,
show others who you are,
make others want to be with you,
in tough and good times,
they want to be friends.
You visions,
they show you a way through life,
opens a door,
that lead to a path,
and at the end of it another door,
but your vision keeps the lights on the path.
How lifes treats you,
is decided by how you lead it,
keep your dreams alive,
by having faith in your vision,
friends will help you,
because you'll do the same for them.
Life is much more than this,
but this is the basic,
to start believing,
in others,
and most importantly,
yourself.
6. You and I - Spoiler: show
- As we were together,
we were one,
a perfect being,
but still in two different bodies.
We knew much of each other,
liked each other as we were,
but it came to an end.
It was hard at first,
knowing someone so close to you,
someone who made you feel something,
something pure,
this feeling was changing me,
making me a better person,
I was happy,
until you decided,
that you and I were no more.
I thought,
You and I forever,
nothing stands in our way,
we are made for each other,
but it was all a lie,
created by love.
Now,
You and I,
are no more,
our paths don't cross anymore,
we barely speak to each other,
it's like we had nothing.
I spend a long time recovering,
trying to get up,
from a lie created by love.
You and I,
I know now,
it's done,
we went our separate ways,
so goodbye,
you,
who meant much for me,
but now,
lost a place in a heart,
too small for the world to see.
Until we meet again,
you,
but by then,
I will have another you.
7. Life & Death - Spoiler: show
- People die,
the end of their long life,
but for a life that passes by,
a new life is brought into the world.
A new life is so beautifull,
but still,
this life will be short.
It will,
when it's old enough,
it will realize,
it should have enjoyed it more.
Life brings us good times,
but we can never life long enough to enjoy them.
8. Time - Spoiler: show
- Time doesn't wait for anyone,
what a waste,
a waste of our time,
the time we could've used to do something good with our life,
instead,
the time used for the wrong things we did is wasted.
Time's a bitch,
when you're standing still,
trying to find a way through your problems,
trying to crawl out a dark hole you fell into.
Time wastes our life,
but time also keeps our good memories,
but still,
we always have more wrong than good,
because time doesn't care about our life,
it's just keeps on going,
no matter what happens.
Time will never be on our side,
wasting our life with the wrongs,
cherishing it with the good,
till our light go out.
9. Feelings - Spoiler: show
- Feelings are a part of us,
may they be good or bad,
we live our life feeling happy or sad,
it takes years to be happy,
it's a feeling which is hard to get,
because of the roughness of the path to it,
still when you get to being happy,
it has to be a glorious feeling,
I've never been truly happy,
I'm still looking for it.
I've felt happy,
but not completely,
it just takes one second,
one wrong decision,
one wrong move from someone you care,
to take all this happiness away,
throwing you in a pool of sadness.
You can't remember the last time you were happy,
all you see is this feeling,
this sad feeling,
you can't do nothing right,
you're useless.
But then one day,
someone gets you out of this pool,
and you start feeling better,
you stay with this person,
which brings you closer to happiness.
I've still yet to find this person,
but if I can't find this person,
or this person doesn't find me,
then maybe it's meant for me to live my life in sadness.
But until I'm sure of this,
I'll keep this little light of hope burning,
deep inside of me,
because feelings are all I have,
and too much of one part,
could break me forever.
10. I - Spoiler: show
- I'm a man who pities himself,
about how life has treated me.
I am negative about life,
I have my down moment,
I've been broken,
more than once,
I've seen a lot,
I've lived through a lot.
Still,
with all that I've been through,
I'm starting to wonder,
more and more,
about love.
Am I capable of loving once more,
a question many people ask themselves,
but all we know is that time will tell,
time,
another thing that makes living so hard,
we already have such limited time,
and all can I do is wait for good things to happen.
It's been hard,
living without knowing if you can love someone,
or will ever know the feeling again.
Friends say there's plenty of fish in the sea,
but the fish still have to agree to be captured.
The possibility of me loving again,
diminishes day by day,
but it helps me living, knowing one thing,
and only this one thing,
keeps the light burning.
This one thing,
mysterious as it is,
is having friends,
who I can help,
if they have a hard time with their loved one,
or other troubles,
I'm the one they can talk to,
I'll always be there for them,
in their hard times.
And if it too much to ask,
if you are out there,
somewhere,
the one I'm waiting for,
could you make the waiting stop?
11. That One Thing - Spoiler: show
- When you're realizing ,
you're missing something,
something important in your life,
it's easy to break down,
falling down to the ground,
because you're just feeling so alone.
Not important enough to mean something to someone,
the thought of it gets you so down,
it makes it hard to get back up,
but the cycle repeats itself over time.
Lying to your heart is easy,
denying what you truly want is easy,
but facing reality is not.
Sometimes you just want to stay down,
and just see people passing by,
because you've had enough of lying and denying,
what your heart tells you,
what you want,
that one important thing,
that one thing you just can't find.
It just gets you so mad,
you forget about everything else,
all what's around you can't help you,
just console you,
it's just that one feeling you can't shake off,
that one person which is lost,
can't be found nowhere,
and you just wait,
and wait,
in that dark corner.
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