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Well i thought about coming back on and all, but I changed my mind. I guess there really is no point since the lack of everything, and because I have 'wasted' so much time of my life on here. I felt like being a total attention whore(but you all used to that). So this is my long winded farewell, to which most of you if you reply will post tl;tr. Anyways lets skip the basics. I suck a grammar so do you best if I read, and yes this will probably just as pointless and annoying as anything else anyone posts. I thought about doing an even longer winded farewell, but I probably wouldn't be able to remember everyone then someone would just complain. I decided as my farewell to just post a really big goodbye and a couple of truths about me.

p.s if you happen to find me on facebook(which i'm not saying you should go look), but if you do and you add me just tell me who you are so i don't ignore you.


NOTE:I PUT PICS IN SPOILERS SO IT WOULDN'T TAKE UP SO MUCH ROOM. PICTURES MAY BE A BIT BIG SORRY. I DID NOT EDIT ANY OF THEM.


Here are some photos of me over the years. These pictures are the real me and basically everything you guys already knew.
So I'm pretty much a douche and very shy. I can be outgoing when I'm near friends, but I'm a regular girl who just likes to have fun. I'm a stupid idiotic girl who does crazy things when I'm having fun.
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I don't think I'm attractive and I don't think I'm cool. I think i'm cute like in person, but I think that i'm very unphotogenic and unless i'm doing something stupid in the photo I can't even begin to pull of ok looking. The only photos that I really like of myself are when my face aren't in them or if i'm all holloweened out. I've made my costumes since I was 11 and last year I felt like just doing my face up.
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I don't really mind when people make fun of me because I've been picked on my whole life. I once did this..... at the amusement of my fellow 8th graders cause they thought it would be funny(plus I got paid $20)
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I think the peek of my looks was when I was 3 years old
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And honest to God the best hair day I ever had my hair looked like this. The sad part is I look like a guy too.
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This is what I looked like about 2 years after I joined FH i think i was like 14 in the picture not sure. I still had braces, but the only picture I have with me smiling with braces i'm too afraid to post.
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Then I got my braces off and started styling my hair I kinda went through a girly phase(if only it had stuck longer)
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Those are pretty much 2 of the only 5 pictures anyone has of me in a dress.

This is the picture which i'm probably most known for here. And here is a picture in which I equally like. Unfortunately that bikini doesn't fit anymore cause i'm now a C cup, but i'm sure most of you knew that.
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And now after 6 years of being on this sit. I'm going to Japan and I come back on the day I turn 18. This is what I look like now please make no comments on the outfit its my prom dress and literally the most recent picture I have.
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I am an absolute loser, but At least I admit it which is more then most of you can say. I have a collection of collections and right now my largest collection is of my shot glasses(this is not the most updated picture of my collection I have at least 5 more. But this is what I do with my life.
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I debated about showing you a picture with braces but the only picture I liked had my mom in it. I didn't feel like having anyone diss my mom since I love her very much and that is probably my #1 pet peeve. My mom is a topic that i am very sensitive and always take seriously. That's pretty much all the pictures i'm going to show you.

You can diss me all you want call me a fag or an attention whore your totally right but think about it. If you've read this far, you must care even if when your reading this your thinking OMG this girl needs to go die I don't care I just want to see how much can rip on this girl afterwords.

Anyways here's the truth about me:
My dad is addicted to porn which I find 110% utterly gross. Unfortunately it fell on me and my brothers and now all 3 of us are messed up. Both my brothers are addicted to porn and I hate it with a passion. around when I was 11 I started cybering so no apparent reason I couldn't figure why I did it. I only got a raise out of the other person there was never any emotion from my side. I found this site and was like "sweet ppl who are just as fucked up as me". I totally got addicted to FH because I loved making jokes and being retarded like everyone else. It made me feel less dirty. I become addicted to porn(in a weird way since I hated it, but I was curious so I watched it). I don't watch it anymore I haven't in 3 years, and I didn't watch it that often when I was younger either. Some bad things happened to me personally when I was 12 and some other family problems later that left me really messed up(well i'm still a little messed up), and when FH was having the stupid war with that other website i'm forgetting the name of kuroshare i think I had a mental breakdown. That is how much FH meant to me. It was my escape from reality and I was in and out of the hospital for a couple of months. I was a total flirt and did/said some things I wish I could take back. It's sad that i'm never going to really come back here and I wish things were like they were in the good old days with the 2 major groups I was in(when people labeled and were proud) WANGA & CGSC. CBP the major rapist, Shock the village idiot, Hanzo the king of spam, Kitty, Hizzle(yes even if he was a stupid black bad wanna be rapper), Yom, Allor, Hammm, Someguy, and so many more. You could be a jack off and no one ever took anything seriously with serious debates that everyone got over in just a day. Anyways this is also a half thank you to everyone regardless of whether you liked me or not because back then that's what made FH what it was. I'm here to say it is my time. I must forget FH, but never forget the great times I had. It's my time to get a life and leave forever. I'm going of to college hopefully to be in a meaningful relationship, graduate college, get a job and have a family. Do something like Klacid and Kitty and others. To someday have FH be a fading memory just as my name will not be worth remembering or a the thought of me will be gone in just a few short months. I figure I could write more. Ya, know insight to who I am but why bother right?

[strike]I fell like an idiot writing this I've been on an off about whether I should even say goodbye, but this is more for me then it is for you cause most of the people I wish I could say by to don't come on anymore, and I'm sure they don't even remember me either. This is my formal farewell. so this is my goodbye[/strike]


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P.S- if there is a comment you actually want me to read or respond to you have to tell me on Facebook or pray that i remember to check here. come i'm pretty much just not going to come back. If you have a question or a joke or something you want me to see you have to rag on my FB instead.

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FH is your home. You'll come back someday..... I hope.

Until then, spread your wings and fly. It's been a great trip.

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Fly my pretty, fly!
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Not mentioned; not interested.

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Oh hey guys what's goin- OH GOD NO

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I'd feel like an idiot writing something heartfelt in a place she'll never check, so someone give me her Facebook.


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