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Your stride is broken; you hit a wall, and you're not sure what to do. It stretches on for miles, and for some reason you just can't seem to figure out how to get past it. You feel the answer is staring you down, but you're just too blind to see it. What's wrong with you? You curse yourself. You rack your brains for a solution and you just can't seem to find one. Why is it so difficult to come up with something simple? You know there's a million answers to this problem, and yet you can't choose one. Why can't you just accept things as they are, and move on? Why can't you just view the world in your own way? Is the wall even there?

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I am optimal; I could write a paper: 72 steps to bring a country to its knees in a month. And it would look like a minute. You see the servants stab their masters in the back; loyalty runs as deep as your wallet is worth. I will ramble and spew my thoughts and not care what you think. I doubt you think you matter as much as I believe I matter. Exceptions apply. I am the will behind my own universe. Exceptions do not apply. Why is watching power being exerted just as fun an experience as exerting it? Why is shattering power a pleasure so deeply rooted in the eyes of a people, but not in an individual? Why are we collectively different and individually the same? Have you bought a singularity as of late? I tried to draw my mind, but it changed too fast for me to finish. What comes from your head is too filtered. Did you put that filter in there? You should clean it occasionally. You might have a couple gems hidden in it. This is the effect that nature can have. Why do I choose the lesser of two sufferings? Or the lesser of a million? Why do people settle down? Is it impossible to stay young, truly? I could live forever, just give me a laser and band of copper glue. If the dystopian constructs are meant to oppress, why are they so similar to the structure of the media? If I were to wear a cape of dreams, why would people laugh? Dreams are abandoned, and lost, and hated because they cannot be achieved. So people lie with smiles and malicious intent. And we call it laughter. And we giggle as the stupidity engulfs us, and we finish our lives feeling so refined, so new, and so fresh. What sweltering skin has rotted for years and left such a mess? I can't stand this countenance, give me your arm, and I'll show you nothing you haven't seen before, but I'll make it look fresh as spring and have you crying the red sea.

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What sparked the idea of hell? Why did it develop? What is it today? And what is heaven, anyways? Why is an idea so enticing? Why can I buy your loyalty with little more than a promise, but have to buy your money with hard work and trust? What is your value besides that which I put on you? The masses are nothing to me. I would sacrifice them all for a friend. You are walking up behind me, just loving the thought of ruining my day. I have the nicest of pains. What kind of nutcase would challenge a human? I don't see them as human. I am human, and you are if you wish to be. But until then, you are nothing but an object for my malicious intent. If I exert energy on nothing, where does the energy go? Does it come back to me? Is it amassed in a raw form? Why don't people have drive in the way I do? Oh well, I'll simply work hard enough for all of them. If mankind as a sum will create a god, then I'll work as hard as mankind itself. If I read a rock, do I see it throughout time? Time is a sheet, and objects the letters. Why can't I read? What is truly refined? Does something need to be distilled to be beautiful? If I show a million people a shell, and they all say its a rock, is it a rock? What if I see a universe? I want to punch a mirror and reach into myself.

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I feel like a god, tiptoeing on the tips of glass. I should just kick, and let have what it will cause.

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Post Re: A mental experiment from myself to my feet
Did you eat those mushrooms I SPECIFICALLY TOLD YOU NOT TO EAT?.

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Those were mushrooms? Also, one of the similar topics is "I think I have a undiagnosed mental disability." I suffered when typing "a" instead of "an."

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Post Re: A mental experiment from myself to my feet
Why, does a people decide that an individual is never better then itself, it stays stagnant still, rotting water as the sickness sets into them and tears them apart, starting from the brain and ending at the soul, but alas, the soul is the brain. Why is it that collectively OUR individuality runs strong and individually THEIR collectiveness runs weak. Why is it that one can find ideas in the mind that can not be expressed in language, why is it that the madmen are the sane, and the sane are the madmen, Why is it that a country touting freedom cant have a pastry eaten to the shape of a gun but a country touting tradition can have panty vendors on the street, why is it that getting offended entitles you to any sort of power. I am god, sheathed in flesh

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I'm trying i'm trying~ i'm making I'll try too slowly up my posting. At least once a day for a bit. Then I'll up that too twice, then four, then 8 and so on.
Until eventually I wake up one morning and find out that I am actually an Idiot hero.
On some quest too cheat on his gf or raise affection of 5 women who conveniently live in my the same dorm as me.
In which I only have 100 days to seduce them all.

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What is a revolution? How can you tell where people will give up just by looking? Why is it so obvious when you just don't think about it? I could analyze for a million years and know nothing more than I did yesterday. And yet I could look for five minutes and tell you the story of a lifetime. Can we cut corners without making mistakes? Why do corners exist? Wouldn't it be nicer if the world just flowed on? Why couldn't we develop differently? Why did we decide to enjoy this path? I don't mind. If I were born a million years ago, my plans would not be the same. If I were born a million years ago, I'd change everything. I would set the world down the path of greatness. Humanity would be the pinnacle of evolution. And my name would be the greatest of history. Fuck 'em. I'll stick with myself and my friends. Selfishness is a sin. I will sin a million times if it keeps me happy than sacrifice for the good of someone who doesn't deserve it. I'm losing myself. I'm being diplomatic. What is diplomacy? An attempt to break into anothers mind and alter their thoughts? Why would I care? Your thoughts are your own. Why do people prefer the diplomatic? Why do people want their thoughts streamed and analyzed. If the world were suddenly 1984, how many people would get off by their brains being probed? I'm doing this wrong. I'm trying to flow. I need to cut a line, straight to my path. My mind will follow and waste no time. Why did the movement of electricity have to take time? Why should light take time? Why can't everything be seen the same? Why the difference? Why the lies? Why are the flaws of society so prominent yet so easily ignored. It's talked about how the poor cannot become the rich. They must be idiots. There's so many ways to the top that if you can't make it you're less than human. You're an animal. You're scum. A machine. If you choose not to, you're a fool. And if you choose to, you're a thief. And what am I? I am myself, first and foremost. But what to you am I? Why should I care? What is the truth in a world shaped by perspective? I see your life as not worth living. You see mine as that of a fool. But what does the world see? The world sees two primates bickering over which one has a bigger brain. And physics sees two masses wasting energy on a pointless exercise. What is pointless? What has a point? Does existing have a point? I think it does. Does physics? I found it again. I lack your concern for how others think of me. If I write and I write, I'll eventually discover the secret of the universe. In every possible way, you have disappointed yourself and me. Why apologize for trying, even if people have told you you've done bad? I am correct. Always and forever. Unless I decide I'm not. But then I'll just be correct in my changing. When do the machines give birth to man? Why is man waiting for a machine to grow a womb? What disgusts me is not the concept, it is that we would further them before ourselves. Why specialize when you can have everything? Why grow your own destruction without preparing for it? I hope I live to see the apocalypse. I hope I live to see my home burn. I hope I live to see the sun stop. I hope I live to experience despair. Have I ever felt despair? True, heartbreaking, earth-shattering despair? I don't think so. I can't feel it, I don't think. I refuse to despair, so I shall not. I think so I am? I am so I am, I think so I think. Why do people confuse two things so often? If I stand on my own, why would I be related to another man standing alone beside me? If I kill him, do I kill myself? Are the choices we make guaranteed to affect anything beyond our own perspectives? It's your choice to see it as bad. If you choose that, you've only yourself to blame. If I could stop the holocaust, I would. If another person would stop the holocaust, they would, but they would do it through stupidity. It would cause anarchy, while they believe they'd be doing a good deed. I would be doing it for the anarchy. Why do I say good deed? What constitutes a petty response? What is petty? What is complete but broken things stacked together? I am effected by external factors. I wish I had a hero. Then filling out all those stupid forms when I was younger would be easier. I hate how they tell you to lie, then tell you not to. I hate liars. What constitutes a liar? If I lie once, am I a liar? I don't think so. If the greatest destruction will be brought upon by advancement, is it alright to say you no longer wish to advance? Does the end justify the means? Can I take a break without letting the world down? Of course not. It's a good thing I don't care about the world. Good thing the world doesn't care about me. Good thing the collective face of everyone looks the exact same everywhere. Too bad clones will kill each other. Too bad I have to warp my mind to enjoy a bit of suffering. Too bad I can do things so easily that other people are too blind to see. Too bad I'll go right over your head, and you won't see a single tear from yourself. I can't stand this circle of unanswered questions. Too bad I love it. If I jumped off a bridge, would the world follow me? If I jumped into a fire, would you agree with me? If I died in a tragic accident, the world would cry and not even know who I was. If the world died in a tragic accident, I would laugh and play dice with fate. Fate is in my hands. I've already won my fate. If you don't fight fate, you'll never win. Fate is a path made of moving tracks. The world is a place filled with roads never even seen, let alone built. What madness has crafted such a terrible travesty? Mankind comes to mind. What kind of idiots would let mankind get this way? The people who make it to the top so easily, I suppose. Why get swept up in reaching the top? Why not aim higher? Nay, farther. I will go the distance never traveled. I will bend time to my will and compress it around my lifetime. I will think at the speed of light and travel even faster. Your foolish attempts to understand my plan will end with your own foolish demise. What is a cruel world but an honest one? What is a plan but an attempt to see the future? Why don't we all just become fortune tellers and work for ourselves? Why don't fortune tellers become seers? An automatic attempt to live is little more than your collection of tiny attempts to break out of your mind. You who can't see beyond yourself have little to worry about. It's much easier to live blind than it is to live with the knowledge of what anarchy goes on around you. After all, a billion blind people in a room will just end badly. Unless you're into that. I need to relax. I need to surpass you in every way possible. You are all my enemies. And a few are my friends.

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What makes a god? Is it power, or wisdom? I think its freedom, wisdom brings freedom, but it also breaths hate, hate for the people who are not wise, hate for the people who cannot see beyond that pathetic lump of untrained flesh and muscle, I am, amazing, magnificent, extraordinary, I am perfection perfecting itself, I am a paragon, and yet I am mad, I am annoying, I dig into your skull with my every move, without even lifting a thought, its natrual, I will break you, I will turn your world inside out and I will rip your thoughts outside of the visible spectrum, but you wont feel it, Only I will, only I will know, because you will still be blind, I cannot cure, I can shape, I can expand, improve, I can cure my own illnesses. I am kind, but cruel, you are my antispiral, I cannot fucking coexist with you, and yet I am here, thrust into a world I have to change, Given no tools other then me and one community, of freinds. stupidity is a horrible invention, fuck is a wonderfull one, fuckity fuck fucking fuckers fucked the fuckulous fuckry of fuckus.

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I'm trying i'm trying~ i'm making I'll try too slowly up my posting. At least once a day for a bit. Then I'll up that too twice, then four, then 8 and so on.
Until eventually I wake up one morning and find out that I am actually an Idiot hero.
On some quest too cheat on his gf or raise affection of 5 women who conveniently live in my the same dorm as me.
In which I only have 100 days to seduce them all.

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Now we can dominate the porn industry, camera industry, AND the world!
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YOU BETTER STAY ALIVE OR ELSE I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN AND RAPE YOU DEAD.

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I will punch a wall with a fist full of rocks
They will flow down my arm and into my heart.

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I don't often ask if i don't have to know. Most of the times i find answer myself basic it on my experience. From my point of view simplest answers are most of the time the best and right. We know most of them but, accepting is the harder part.

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Why is watching power being exerted just as fun an experience as exerting it?

Because for people with big enough power of imagination, experiencing things trough watching or thinking about them is equally real as doing it themselves. In some ways you can call it "empathy".

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Why is shattering power a pleasure so deeply rooted in the eyes of a people, but not in an individual?

Because it's an form of agression and it's in human (and most socially integrated forms of life) nature, cause that's the way of establishing pecking order, but we, humans as society think of it as primitive form of ones indyvidual superiority display trough aggressivity.

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Why are we collectively different and individually the same?

Because we all share similar features in our core personalities but display them in many different ways.

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What comes from your head is too filtered. Did you put that filter in there?

Isn't it the the other way around? people that minds don't filter what they see are called "savants". Savant syndrome is a condition in which a person with serious mental disabilities, including autistic disorder, demonstrates profound and prodigious capacities and/or abilities far in excess of what would be considered normal.
If you don't filter enough of crap that comes into your mind, you begin to be poluted and often to be seen by others as dumb, crazy or some kind of mad scientist roleplay character.
I would rather be average than to be seen as genius and autistic at the same time.
Many people strive for perfection and by it they try to perfect their filters. You may see the narrowing of their perspective over things as misstake but for weaker minds that's just the way to stay sane in this world.

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Why do I choose the lesser of two sufferings?

Because it's logical.

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Why do people settle down?

People settle down because they fear of constant changes in their life, and that one day they would be too tired to succeed in managing/ getting by them.

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Is it impossible to stay young, truly?

Yes it is, but it depends on your perspective and definition of "staying young", if it's mental condition then it wouldn't be a problem, but if it's also about age and responsibilities that come with it then the only solution for you would be suicide before you grow up.

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If I were to wear a cape of dreams, why would people laugh? Dreams are abandoned, and lost, and hated because they cannot be achieved. So people lie with smiles and malicious intent. And we call it laughter. And we giggle as the stupidity engulfs us, and we finish our lives feeling so refined, so new, and so fresh. What sweltering skin has rotted for years and left such a mess?

That's only your point of view and opinion. I would advise you to not force it on others. It's possible that many unfortunate thinks the same as you but that way you just expand your own missery, and by such you scare other people away. No one likes to be around suffering, we fear pain as we should, so displaying it is often unwise. If by showing only our attractive features to others and concealing the others (which is perfectly logical) you call a "malicious intent", then no wonder that your mind is strugling with it's self. It's a vicious circle.
Dreams are dreams because they are out of our reach most of the time, hating that part of them is hating their whole existance and hating yourself for beeing indyvidual. I myself embrace my dreams as part of me, lively part that from i draw my creativity.
Dreams and mental suffering should be showed to your most dear ones or speciallists on ones mental state such as psychiatrist or couch doctor, not for the public (because in public opinion it's silly and partially considered as form of masochism).

If you can't stand the world you're living in, first try changing yourself. If it doesn't work then look for the issues elswhere.

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What sparked the idea of hell? Why did it develop? What is it today? And what is heaven, anyways? Why is an idea so enticing?

Idea of hell (and heaven) was probably made to entangle humans more prmitive insticts and intents considered "evil" by society but not for indyvidual such as personal gain over others suffering. It's a form of prevention, to convince those people that "even if you escape responsibilities for you actions here, justice will be made in afterlife, so better don't do anything stupid". To prevent the old saying and giving to temptation of situation cause "situation makes the thief".
It was also a easy explanation for all the human actions of natural occurances (intervention of unknown powers in mortals life), that could not be logicaly explained at that time because of the lack of scientific knowledge or just beeing unable to accept random factor.

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Why can I buy your loyalty with little more than a promise, but have to buy your money with hard work and trust?

Because money if material possession so you have to work for it in material way, and trust is mental currency so you earn it other way.
You may say that earning trust by promise is the same as asking a bank for a personal loan, they will try to predict if you have the means to pay it off in time, if they think you do - they will lend you the money as person may lend you their trust but! You cannot really earn trust by just promissing, that way you only loan it, time shows if it will be constant by keeping the made promisses.

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Then i ask you instead, what is Your value besides beeing judgemental?

The only logical question i come up with is "Why do you ask?"

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You think too hard about these things. But you also take them at face value. You can read a question and answer it how you feel, but you can only guess at the thinking behind it. You looked for the simplest value behind it and took it as you saw it. But do you really feel, honestly and truthfully, that you're entirely correct? Simplicity is undervalued. Simplicity is not stupidity. Simplicity is the condensing of something complicated to make it look simple. What I see is that you're the one looking at things in a negative light. I simply wrote a fraction of the thoughts running through my head. And I refuse to change my perspective. That is perfect as it is. If you tell me how is best to change myself, I promise you I will hate you with every element of my being. You assume I have given you sway over myself as a being? You assume I gave you such a personal privilege? Only an idiot would even consider attempting to invade the mind of another person to implant their own values. Think less before you speak, and be smarter about it. I am judgemental. I am highly opinionated. I will shatter the world before I change my own perspective. I am limited only by the bounds I have on myself, and I will remove them one at a time until I am truly free. I do not try to pretend the opinion of the world matters to me. I will exist on an entire other plane, and view the world in my ideal image. These were not questions that were meant to be answered. They are questions to look at and muse over. A mental exercise in futility. A chance to keep improving more than anyone. You may consider the answers yourself, but I already know what I meant, and that's all that matters.

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I want to destroy all the organizations, all those things they hold valuable. I want to change the tiniest thing, and watch as all the people with their little secrets that they put so much value on fall to nothing, because the obvious things that everyone already knew about fell apart. How they put so much value on the small things and not their roots is such a backwards concept. All it would take is a gust of wind to knock this ridiculous thing over. And I'll just smile and watch it topple, and then I'll stand there, and think to myself "Now what?" And then I'll move on. As the rest of the world clings to old values and old memories, I will stand towards the future and laugh at the sheer amount of possibilities. I will lead the march into an unknown world. And I'll be miles ahead of anyone else. And they'll barely see me, and they'll call me a fool for acting blindly, and I'll see so much more than they do, and so much faster, and my mind will skip from one thing to the next, loving every thing that there is and every thing that there isn't. And then the world will end, so I'll make a new one, and this time maybe it will go correctly.

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A man with no insides, no bones, only an ever burning fire. His skin is cold to the touch. If I choke him, he will breath the smoke of a thousand civilizations, and the pain of the masses will flow back into them. I condemn the anxiety of your carelessness. The fates are a man-made construct. Fate is just another word for natural consequence. All events lead to something. If you want to see the future, blink and consider everything ever in a single instant. What is an instant? The smallest fraction of time is still time. An instant is a blink. A momentary pause in the existence of the universe for you to get your bearings. Existing can get overwhelming. I guess it's because we don't exist how we're supposed to. If it were, we wouldn't need breaks.

I could keep going, but it would take me roughly two and a half minutes to get back into that mindset since I just lost it, and I'm tired, so it's not really worth it. Catch me when I'm properly awake, and it will take me a whole 30 seconds. I'll think lots while I lay there in the moments before sleep though, and wish I could put them on here.

Why do I love the intangible?

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