I'm really not the type to do this, but I've been incredibly depressed all week, it's hurt my ability to complete assignments
I've tried to get by, one of the major projects I fucked up I can redo later. but theres one that I definatly can't

a 4 page essay about any topic, with a need for two references, it needs to have points made. APA format(If you don't know what the fuck this is, I can rearange this later)

I'll keep trying to do it myself, but the way things are going I doubt I can make it, I already failed finishing the first major project.

I would love some help.

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Figured out a cool subject yet?

If not, here's one that always gives me burning passion to write:

Feminism, rape accusations, deaths resulted by such accusations, true women's equality fighters and why there is a distinct difference between them and what is considered feminists.
As sources, use the women's fights for equality in the middle east compared to fat american "rape victims" who need feminism because they're in desperate need of attention.

While interesting, that certianly wouldn't feel like it's put out by me.

I'm going to do an essay on what exactly is punk.

An essay based around freedom of any kind would feel like I wrote it.

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Civil rights. Write something about civil rights!

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Yeah, that would work, but what I'm saying is I'm not sure I can finish my essay in time due to my previous and current depression. I'm going to work with the subject of punk since it's my best bet.

At the same time, incase I fail to finish it, I'd like to have someone working on a backup essay.

But it has to sound like it's coming from me, luckily, this is my second essay, so my voice isn't very clear yet.

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You need urgent treatment for depression.

Don't worry, Doctor Yom is on the case.

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While you want to work on punk, you can always try to convince your teacher, master or who ever the essay is for,
by saying that it's part of something bigger, freedom is a big subject.

But that may not al all work either, if you have some bitchy teacher xD

You can always go write about the freedom of the nature of someone,
I may not exactly write what I mean, so let me explain,
what I see in freedom of nature,
is writing about how people dress, go around, what attracts them and what changes them,
what they are made to be by actually choosing what they want,
and than ending your essay by, freedom has its limits,
because when we don't have all the stuff we have now,
freedom might be something entirely different.

If you don't know what I mean,
freedom is different if you have other tools at you disposure.

But I'm going of subject so I'm stopping now,
but I can't write right know,
very busy with personal life and actually trying to continue on my untitled story xD

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depression is usually cured by experiencing and overcoming something worse than the source of your current depression.
For example, if you're diagnosed with HIV you'd be depressed as fuck because your sex life is over unless you find someone else with HIV.
However, if you're then diagnosed with cancer, and get cured, you'll forget all about your HIV problems and be very happy to be alive.

This probably doesn't help that much, because no one would intentionally put himself in a more depressing situation just to overcome it and rid of another depression.
However, maybe if you get something done that has been postponed for a while now, it can make you feel better.

My depression is temporary, but still, this project is important as fuck. Is anyone willing to help.. now theres only one day left.

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No one is going to write your essay for you (without pay anyway).
Feeling depressed? That's how shit is some times. You still have to get your own work done. That's called becoming an adult. Plow through, it makes you stronger, and helps you realize how trivial many other's complaints are about how hard life is, because we all have our own hardships. Sometimes someone will cut you some slack, sometimes they simply won't. You can hope for slack in times of need, but plan for won't.

Esto Vir, as they say.

Note, I'm already planning for won't, as I am attempting to write it.

Also, I've been through some ridiculously heavy hardships.
I've attempted to plow through my depression this whole week anyways, it's failed me and resulted in multiple late assignments.
The effort is certainly there.
I simply can't afford this one, and I imagine it would spiral me further.

I very rarely ask for help like this anyways.

Also, this kind of depression isn't something I can just plow through with willpower, it essentially shuts my brain off.

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I'd love to help, at least shedding a light on your work, but I'm in a similar brain freeze right now. My advisor (I think that is the term, right?) is fuming because i'm late with my research.

Good news, I've managed to pull a two day extension from my teacher after explaining the depression. (after a bit of a very correct lecture on how this won't work in the job feild)

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Breakfast. Eggs and meat, proteins are important but don't forget to have sugar.

Maslow's Hierarchy. Make a list of things in this hierarchy and divide them into two sides; met and improving. Constantly reassure yourself of your met needs and apply the following philosophy towards the improving needs.

Hakuna Matata. It really does mean "no worries" and is a real philosophy that works something like this: worrying is entirely unhelpful and kills you so instead prepare and plan for the outcome you want the most. Do not "hope for the best; plan for the worst" just plan for the best and work towards that. (Lion King got it wrong.)

Masturbate. If I have to explain that an orgasm makes you happy…

Decide to be happy. Sometimes there is nothing that will make you happy because you've decided that today is going to suck. Fuck that shit. If you see today about to suck tell it to eat a dick and be happy anyway. It sounds pretty dumb but you can actually just decide to be happy.

Astrology. Sometimes the stars have decided today is going to a bumpy road. You can learn from this and grow or eat the shit and wonder why these things are happening. Astrodienist has the best highly personalized astrological readings I've seen online and is free for day-to-day readings. With insight you can better see the meaning to the suck.

Therapeutic conversation. Even if it's just ELIZA, talking is a neurologically based social interaction that can have mood-lifting benefits. Being able to talk openly without fear of being judged (yes you do, shut up, I'm not even having this argument with you) is a proven solution for depression.

I hope any of this helps, just give it time and don't let progress get in the way of results.

ELIZA?! She's alive?!

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